i'll just blog abt random things today.

ended sch early today because the j1s had a level listening. went town and ate galare apple crumble. it was fattening and delicious. hohoho. then i went home.

school was slack and boring. at least it keeps me occupied. hahaha. then again im not sure if i really wanna be occupied.

i've overdued hw to do. but my writing fingers hurt from pe today. haha ok i'll slack 1st. hehehehe.
things of the heart, who can decipher.. sometimes i wonder how it really works. it's so deceitful it disgusts me.. it's so cunning it confuses me.. it's so subtle it almost throws me off track..

heart, u're such a weird.. thing.
it's been so hectic for the past week. all that i rmb myself doing is going sch, coming back and rush rush rush. so much so that i no longer know wad i am doing. everyday is just a repeat of yesterday. it is all a sick cycle carousel.

i need to sit down and sort out.
i woke up extra early today toured around singapore searching for one place and ended up in school being just on time. im not exactly sure if wad i was doing was the most effective thing. but it's my heart felt desire. yea. if only i was a little more street smart. haha. street smart indeed.

school was jialat for me cos i was so sleepy. had to pull my eyelids apart with toothpicks. i dozed off during chem lecture cos the teacher's voice was a lullaby to my ears. but she's quite interesting. i guess i was just tired. after sch denise and i went on a date together at pastamania. loads of hilarious happenings. hahaha! i just so enjoy her. even the pastamania guy was laughing at her!

then i went home. and here i am blogging. wahah. i think i stink and need a bath badly.. if only i cud dismantle myself and wash parts of me at a time.. hohoho. ok gonna bathe~!
i hate aimless afternoon where i go idle listening to mp3s. some mp3s paint old pictures i never want to rmb of. some depict new scenes i never want to think of. to think i've come so far. one afternoon isnt going to destroy all my effort. oh god.
i wonder if it's just me or me. yea maybe it's me. then again maybe it's me? yea. so it's me. if it was me, my apology. but if it was me, still, my apology. :)

some nice nonsense there. sometimes typing nonsensical things is quite relaxing and relieving. although no one understands what in e world u're bloggin abt. they might actually think it's sth deep and profound when it's some simple and shallow! hohoho. ok im spouting nonsense again.

aniwae im amused by what denise said: "im so gonna pack my bag and riot outside moe!" i can almost imagine her with her hot pink billabong bag throwing fists in the air outside the moe building! what a hilarious sight! *rofl*